LUST AND ME

I AM SHY, FOR WHAT ASKING TO MYSELF, SHY BECAUSE EVERYONE WATCHING ME. WITH THEIR OWN DESIRES WHICH MADE ME TO THINK DISTINCTIVE FROM BEING A HUMAN. WHAT THEY DON’T THINK, IS THEY HAVE ONE AT MAY AS A FAMILY MEMBER. FOR THEM, PEOPLE ARE OVERPROTECTIVE WHEN IT COME TO theirs. EVERYONE TRY TO ACQUIRE WHATEVER IT TAKES AS A GOAL TO ACHIEVE.

BUT, I CAME TO UNDERSTAND THESE SWEET TALK, APPRECIATION, COMPLIMENT, GIFT AND MOST IMPORTANT THESE FAKE HELPING FOR ME. ARE JUST TO SHOW HOW RESPECTFUL THEY ARE TO ME- IN RETURN THEY EXPECT SOMETHING. WHAT SOMETHING THAT IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME. WHY SHOULD I GIVE. LUST AND ME ARE VERY GOOD FRIEND FROM VERY BEGINNING SINCE CHILDHOOD.

I FEEL IT WHILE HUGGING OR ANYONE TOUCHES ME. Sometimes THEY GIFT ME AND I WAS GREEDY ENOUGH BUT DIDN’T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOOD TOUCH OR BAD TOUCH. NOW AT THE STREET, OFFICE AND ANYWHERE I HAD A CONFUSION THAT WHAT PEOPLE TRY TO SEE. WHEN I BENT DOWN TO PICK SOMETHING. OR HOW I WALK SOME TRY TO FOLLOW MY WAY OR SOME CLOSE THEIR EYES TO FEEL ME IN THE WAY THEY WANT. I ASKED MY ELDER THE SOLUTION. THE ANSWER WAS ASTONISHING to LET IT GO OR DON’T GO OUTSIDE.

IF I LET IT GO THINGS WILL INCREASE DAY BY DAY FOR ME AND OTHERS. IF I DON’T GO OUTSIDE THE EMPOWERMENT WILL STOP.

WE NEED TO CHANGE THE MENTALITY OF THOSE WHO DON’T RESPECT.

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